If someone were to ask to describe you in the weirdest way possible, they’d say you are that feeling of being at a party where you barely know anyone there, but you crack a joke at the snack table that the room laughs at and just like that, you feel the tension evaporate from the air and from there it feels like you’ve all been friends for ages. I love that you make sure every joke is laughed at. You have really nice teeth. Your jokes are so silly, they really crack me up. When you laugh, it fills the whole room. There are days where it may be hard, but you’ve never lost your laugh and I love it so much.
One of my favorite things about you includes how you always want to go to a museum or library. You’ve been chasing The Met since October of last year, it feels very poetic. Something about yearning….
Colors you look great in include; wine tones, red (your favorite), emerald green, and navy blue for some reason.
I love how intent you get on making a playlist. The ones from this year are perfection! I love your friends that are so good with music and playlists and how they love you back. When you sing in the car, it’s so fun to be along for the ride. At home, you are exploratory with the music, but in the car it’s you and Dermot. Or Bo. Or Jensen. Or those anime raps that are really fun.
When you fall in love, you really put your whole being into it. You write journal entries like you don’t have enough room, you curate songs that you listen to for days, and you giggle and cry and worry and drink tea. It’s quite terrifying, but I can’t help but to be proud.
You get so nervous and hard on yourself, but you constantly move forward. It’s ok to want a hug. It’s ok to be scared. It’s ok that your comfort media includes one of the most depressing, artistic album of our decade (Inside).
You visited Seattle 4 times this year. Fell in love with his soft, brown eyes. Cried over a marigold. Drove to California and loved still. You read 32 books. You will never fall out of love with reading. You will always find the love in things. These have to be the most special things about you.